So... I feel inhumane amounts of love for an emoticon. I don't know why but something feels special about it, and i started to develop sexual attraction to it. Whenever i'd see it on a post, a comic, a text, anything, i'd feel so happy and aroused. I even started wearing it (a piece of paper on my face with the emoticon on it). (麓銉幌夈兓`) <---- It's this emoticon.
Recently, i stumbled across a youtube comment saying it's called Shobon. Shobon. This word rings in my head. Now i can search it anytime to make me happy. It's unbelievable. I even make it my official username now.
The question is not if it's okay to have such fetish, of course it is okay, but the question is, how weird is it, is it normal or absurdly abnormal? I feel like im the only one with this kind of oddly specific fetish.
