Everywhere I look, I see the same map. I see similarities in terrain. I see loot boxes when I get packages, rapidly smashing them with my fists to open. I have nightmares about being tracked down by the drone delivery, and that someone follows exactly behind me the whole game. When I see food, I stab it into me like a MediShot. When I see a water tower, I camp in a small space till someone climbs it, then pick them off. I lost my fear of heights because of the parachuting. I see red creeping in at the edges of my house. I scream "COVER!" when I get home from school and see my mom. I raid her fridge when she's not there. I dodge and weave during dodgeball in gym. I spend all my time playing it. I steal my parent's money to buy new skins. I take ram from the school computers so my PC never runs out. I have 2 PC's for when I'm waiting in matchmaking. I sold my parent's credit card numbers to buy prime. I hide in my basement hoping my parents don't tell me to stop playing. I haven't eaten in three days. I've trained my body to survive on the least amount of nutrients possible. I do drugs regularly to keep my mind working fast. I hire child laborers to log into my account and simply grind for those extra points. Please help me.
