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Lotus

Lotus's blog

  1. End of My Journey
  2. Stars 391 - Final 3!!
  3. Just want to say thank u
  4. I'm so nervous
  5. Oh my
  6. Ok
  7. Explain this.
  8. Day 1 of Stars
  9. Should I
  10. Wow
  11. I love
  12. Survivor Rankings
  13. I believe that is like 4 TC
  14. Once again
  15. If I joined stars again
  16. JANELLE
  17. Plus if you think
  18. Do you love me
  19. The past 4 frookies
  20. I am a fatass
  21. General Statement
  22. ROFL
  23. Ew
  24. Mollie wasted her idol
  25. I'm bad
  26. When you accidentally hit
  27. I am obese
  28. I'm tired of all this drama
  29. You disgust me
  30. I lose skype game
  31. Stars Support
  32. + if you agree that
  33. Random Survivor Results!
  34. Random Survivor
  35. The Real Lotus
  36. Name the fattest bitch on tengaged
  37. Queen
  38. What was the name of the frookies
  39. Pyn
  40. (flex)

The Lotus's blog

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End of My Journey May 16, 2016
imageYou can neg, you can plus i really don't care. < 3. This has been a long time coming and honestly it is needed. I need to grow up and move on from this website that tends to get taken too seriously :/. Anyways...!

8 Long and Crazy Years on this website.

10 stars played, 6 finals made. 1 Win, 3 2nds, 2 3rds. Several Amazing Friends Made as well! It's been fun < 3

I've had a blast on here but it really is time to move on =]. I've accomplished a lot in my life and am about to graduate college and this seems like the most fitting time to depart. Goodbye for now! Enjoy yourself everyone < 3
Points: 121 12 comments
Stars 391 - Final 3!! May 14, 2016
imageDuring my Tengaged career, I have played stars 10 times and have made FINALS 6 out of those 10 times!

Exactly 1 year ago, I joined stars and managed to make it to the final 3. In both scenarios, it was completely bad timing to join but I did so anyways because I love to take chances.

I do not want to bore you too much about each of the moves that I made but what I can say is that I strategically spoke to many members of the cast to get a vibe and hope that they could trust me. This worked for a while until people talked and caught onto my act. After going up for 8th and 6th, I had to make sure that I did not go up again because I just really did not want to deal with that stress. I was able to build trust with people again at the end to ensure that I did not go up for 5th or 4th.

I think with the growing target that I had on my back throughout the game, I still managed to be convincing enough to get myself to the end. I managed to get through 21/26 nominations, which I think is pretty successful!

Please vote for me and the pup to win! I want this so bad and appreciate all the support! Rise up Lotus! Link to pollbox in the comments!

Good luck Downeaster and Raonic!!
Points: 290 7 comments
Just want to say thank u May 11, 2016
imageto anyone who has messaged me and talked to me during this stressful week. Thank you for listening to me vent and hearing me out. I've really appreciated it!
Points: 55 3 comments
I'm so nervous May 9, 2016
Tomorrow is my group's giant research project and one of us has to present and he randomly picks and I am so scared it's gonna be me =[
Points: 89 4 comments
Oh my May 9, 2016
imageExcuse this picture of me. Sorry :x

[5/9/16 7:01:15 PM] Halloween [Dylan]: so lotus
[5/9/16 7:01:20 PM] Halloween [Dylan]: who am i a counter with babes
[5/9/16 7:01:31 PM] sportsdevil654: Doesn't matter me and tempo are going up
[5/9/16 7:01:37 PM] Halloween [Dylan]: ur right
[5/9/16 7:01:42 PM] Halloween [Dylan]: might as well lock urself in babe
[5/9/16 7:01:43 PM] sportsdevil654: So dw about it
[5/9/16 7:01:55 PM] Halloween [Dylan]: ur FAT
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Ok May 8, 2016
1. Real name: Joshua ( downeaster you're right! LOL my bad, I'm not good at paying attention)
2. Nickname:Josh
3. Favorite color: Blue
4. Male or female: male
5. Sign: Libra
6. Favorite Elementary (K-8) grade: 3rd grade
7. Favorite High (9-12) grade: 12th
8. Coke or Pepsi: Coke
9. Hair color: Brown
10. Height: 5'6
11. Sexuality: It's a thing!
12. Phone or computer: Computer
13. Health freak: Eh somewhat healthy (jk im obese ;) )
14. Orange or apple: Orange
15. Do you have a crush: Nope
17. Piercings: Nope
18. Would you backstab your #1 friend for a stars win: Nope
19. Have you been in an airplane: Yes
20. Have you been in a relationship: Yes
21. Have you been in a car accident: No
22. Have you been in a fist fight: No
23. When did you wake up this morning: Don't remember, pretty late though
24. Best Friend: I have a lot of people that I really love, don't want to single anyone out! < 3
25. Award you'd be given: I wish I could win an award
26. First crush: Preschool lol
27. Mom or Dad: Both! Love my parents
28. Any talent: I can speak ASL and Hebrew :o
29. Last person you talked to: My family
30. Last person you texted: My friend Dillon
31. Last person you watched a movie with: Myself
32. Last thing you ate: Pretzels
33. Last movie/ TV show you watched: Criminal Minds
34. Last song you listened to: Whatever was on Pandora
35. Last thing you bought: Food
36. Last person you hugged: My friend
37. Fav Food: Chinese food; Hot cheetoes; anything that makes me obese ;)
38. Fav Drink: Alcohol ;) lol
39. Art or Science: SCIENCE
40. Fave Flower: No preference
41. Fave Animal: Dogs
42. Fave Movie: Any horror movie! Love thrasher movies :P

•Have you? (Put an X in the brackets if yes.)
(Small x=sort of/idk)
45. [X] fallen in love with someone
46. [X] lied to your family about where you were
47. [X] Had your heart broken
48. [] went over the minutes/ texts on your phone
49. [] had an enemy
50, [] been in a life threatening situation
51. [] had an STD test
52. [] been bullied
53. [] did something you regret
54. [X] broken a promise
55. [X] hid a secret
56. [] pretend to be happy
57. [X] met someone who has changed your life
58. [X] pretended to be sick
59. [X] left the country
60. [] kissed a straight boy (if gay) or kissed someone of the same gender (if straight)
61. [X] cried in the last week
62. [X] ran a mile
63. [X] kissed in the rain
64. [] lost a good friend
65. [X] broken up with someone
66. [] cheated on someone

•Currently:
67. Eating: Nothing
68. Drinking: Nothing
69. Listening to: A fan blowing air lol
70. Sitting or laying: Laying
71. Plans for today: Be productive and get some work done!
72. Waiting for: Graduation!
73. Want kids: Yes
74. Want to get married: Yes
75. Want to travel: Yes! Love seeing the world :)

•What do you look for in a partner?
76. Lips or eyes: Eyes
77. Shorter or taller: Shorter
78. Younger or older: Younger
79. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
80. Trouble-maker or mature: A good mix of both
81. Hook up or relationship: Could go for either lol
82. Looks or personality: Both

•Have you ever:
83. Lost glasses: No
84. Snuck out of the house: Yes
85. Held a gun/ knife in self defence: No
86. Killed somebody: I may have killed someone in Hunger Games, forgive me :x
87. Broke someone's heart: Probaly :(
88. Been in love: Yes
89. Cried when someone dies: Yes

•Do you believe in:
90. Yourself: Yes
91. Miracles: Yes
92. Love at first sight: Yes
93. Heaven: Yes
94. Santa clause: No
95. Aliens: Yes
96. Ghosts/ angels: Yes

•Truthfully?
97. Is there one person you really want to be with right now: Not particularly
98. What’s the one thing you cannot live without: Family < 3
99. Do you believe in God: Yes
100: Would you consider yourself truly happy?: :) Yes
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