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I've been through breakups before

3rdFeb 8, 2019 by Kob3Sm1th
but NONE have been even close to this one. Honestly, I have never been so happy in my life when I was with her, and I let her slip away because of my own insecurities. Saying goodbye for good was one of, if not, the hardest thing I've ever endured, and I can't get over the decision I made. I know it's smart to wait some time after the breakup, but it's been a week, and not a second goes by w/o me thinking about how much I loved her. We rarely ever fought over 1.5 years, and even when we did, they were civil arguments and we never raised our voices except the last argument. Neither of us ever even thought of hitting each other, and we never cheated on each other. All I can think of is all the wonderful memories I shared with her. I literally just opened my saved snap stories to find this funny snap of my friend and I, and I found a snapstory of her drunk singing "Bleeding Love" to me on New Years Eve. I can't fucking sleep now.

Anyways, sorry guys for being so negative lately

Comments

I don't really have too many friends on here anymore lol I don't know who I'm venting to here lol
Sent by Kob3Sm1th,Feb 8, 2019
damn hun tht sounds real to me, whyd you break it off?
Sent by MarieTori,Feb 8, 2019
MarieTori I have struggled w/ depression and anxiety for a long time, as it runs in my family (my dad has such bad anxiety, he had to have surgery for it), and mines not THAT bad, but it would sometimes cause me to miss out on certain events that were important to her. Most of the time, I toughened it out for her because I truly loved her, but this last time we got into an argument over an important event, and the worst part is, I was okay with going...the argument happened because of miscommunication. Anyways, we went to bed upset, and then woke up in the morning and she asked if we should take a break, and I was upset and basically said breaks are pointless, so I just said we should just end it...and literally I have regretted it since :/
Sent by Kob3Sm1th,Feb 8, 2019
im sorry :(
Sent by coreyants,Feb 8, 2019
have you told her that you regret it at all? like have you tried to communciate w her about it? if its a miscommunication then i feel like talking about it is the best way to solve it, not taking a break :(
rly hope everything works out!
Sent by MarieTori,Feb 8, 2019
:( i think you should try to have another talk with her, hope everything goes well
Sent by jacksonjoseph99,Feb 8, 2019
If she wanted to take a break, I think she still wanted to be with you. I think talking to her is your best bet! Odds are, she still wants to be with you.
Sent by Fetish,Feb 8, 2019
Just talk to her man.
Sent by WannaBeeFriends,Feb 8, 2019
If you feel this strongly and if she didnt say that u shouldnt look for her ever again then u should try to reconcile and if thats not possible just remember that time does heal everything. It will take much more than a week
Sent by joe1110,Feb 8, 2019
Breaks do work sometimes. Just stepping outside to take a breather.
You should try and reach out, see how she's doing and go from there. 馃檨
Sent by Yoshitomi,Feb 8, 2019
Win her back! You got this!
Sent by Mitchkid64,Feb 8, 2019
I'm sorry man. :( Things will get better with time. Whether you reconnect or not, there is limitless happiness out there for you man!
Sent by Notsae,Feb 8, 2019
Sorry to hear that ik its tough
Sent by sprtsgy1989,Feb 8, 2019
Is it to late to fix it? If so it鈥檚 ok to be sad and cry lol, idk why people pretend it isn鈥檛. Like hey your emotions out but be HAPPY that you know the standard for you. Be happy that she taught you what you love/hate and cherish the memories you made with her.

Relationships are a beautiful thing filled with memories they shouldn鈥檛 be a dark place.

I鈥檓 sorry Kobe :(
Sent by RiDsTeR,Feb 8, 2019

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