350- Every year at school I have one best friend, who lasts about a year. They all start to suddenly talk to me less and less until they don't talk to me at all. It makes feel like real shit when I have no friends at school. Guess theres something wrong with me that I just drive them all off.
50- I'm almost 17 and yes I am still a virgin! No matter what anyone says, me and Jeff did not have sex. I honestly don't plan on it any time soon with anyone either LOL. I'm the type of person who just doesn't want to throw that around x
100- One of my biggest fears in life is that no one will ever want to marry me. I get super scared and paranoid when I think about living my life alone. I just feel like theres always something wrong with me that no one will ever like. I'm not even saying this for attention, I just don't think that anyone will ever really love me LOL I'm pathetic.
150- I am the most self conscious person. When I call myself fat, I'm not just saying it for people to tell me good things about myself, like I actually mean it. Whenever I eat, my mom always makes some smart remark about how much I'm eating or what I'm eating and I guess I just let it get to me. I used to be to the point where I couldn't even look in the mirror without being disgusted with myself, but I'm getting much better now!!
200- I have had a few crushes on a few people on Tengaged. Like I'm such a shy person irl and I feel like here I can talk to people however I want without them caring. But the obvious crush being Jeff, and my first one being #Questionable . me and him had this kind of thing for a bit but shit happens LOL. I'm obviously not against liking people on here at all :P
250- I've really only ever had 2 boyfriends, and one being from here. I live in a really small town so I've known everyone here since the 3rd grade, and I really don't like any of them. I kind of feel pathetic for that but I guess one day I'll find someone right :P No need to have a boyfriend now as I'm leaving this piece of shit town soon!
300- I have a fucked up pinky. Last year in basketball I dislocated it and broke it and had to go to a sketchy hospital in the middle of no where where they ended up fucking it up for good. In this picture it like legit can't go straight LOL bent for life. http://i46.tinypic.com/ins869.jpg
350- Every year at school I have one best friend, who lasts about a year. They all start to suddenly talk to me less and less until they don't talk to me at all. It makes feel like real shit when I have no friends at school. Guess theres something wrong with me that I just drive them all off.
400- So I showed my best friend this site, and it ended up being one of the biggest mistakes of my life. Apparently I was talking to 30 year old men on here, at least thats what she told my school principal. So needless to say my principal called my parents and they had a longgg talk about who I'm talking to on here. Probably one of the worst days of my life when they found out everything about who I'm always texting and talking to and shit.
450- I'm tall, like weirdly tall for a girl. I'm about 5'11 and the average height of one of my friends is 5'5. So I'm always awkwardly there standing over everyone.
500- My friends irl are all like heavy partiers. They drink, smoke weed and pretty much just get fucked up all the time. The only time I've ever drank is one night when me and my best friend were going to the hookah bar and we had one of those big cups full of cranberry juice and vodka. Besides drinking like Mikes Hard Lemonade, I really don't drink at all and don't plan to.
550- I have one sister who I wish more than anything I was close with. I know she loves me, but she doesn't like me. I can't remember the last time she like actually gave me a hug or even like touched me without her running away LOL. Shes 22 and still lives at home so that could have something to do with it x. But I really wish she was one of those sisters I could tell anything to.
600- Pretty sure everyone already knows this, or Jeff will hate me for this, but when Vikejk17 was in stars I promised him something if he won stars, and well shit, he won stars xx ;)
650-I'm really self conscious about my weight. I know this one kind of goes in with a bunch, but my weight is like my biggest self concern. During my last stars, I had people sitting there telling me how fat I was and all of that shit. I legit sat there and like balled LOL I'm so pathetic. But I mean its not like I don't do anything to try and get skinnier, because I'm in volleyball and basketball so I work out ALL the time. I guess thats one of things I will never be happy with about myself.
700- I take everything I have wayyy to much for granted. I guess my family isn't really hurting that much for money since I always have nice things and I have a pretty nice house, and I can always ask for money. But I never really realize how thankful I am for all that until I see someone who has it a lot worse. Guess I'm just a self conceited bitch tbh!
750- I used to be really smart. Then I found Tengaged. Like legit LOL. As of right now I have about a 4.03 but I have 3 B's right now so that's going down! I guess Tengaged made me a lot lazier and I can't handle some of my harder classes. If I actually put my mind to things I really can be smart but I just have no effort for that.
800- Ok this one might sound really pathetic to a lot of people, but the only person who knows pretty much everything about me is Trust . I'm really not ashamed to say that my best friend is from here. He's kind of there for me for everything when people irl are not.
850- There was a time when I was like 11 that I thought I was a lesbian LOL omg but now I deffinitly know that isn't true. I do like boys a lot!
900-I'm running out of things to confess, so they will kind of suck from now on. I'm obsessed with Rascal Flatts. Like it's a bit unhealthy just how obsessed I am. I've seen them 4 times in concert and I cried when my mom wouldn't buy me a ticket this summer. I can't go a day without listening to them, and I scream whenever they come on the radio or tv. I need to go to Rascal Flatts anonymous and get help.
