August has been one hell of a month for me, i haven't been active at all i skipped out a few groups i was really looking forward to being in, but i mean fuck when you nearly loose your life and your still not the 100% that you were before the accident it sucks i feel like i let the people i come to call my friends here down and thats just not right my book i just wanna say sorry for my lack of activity but for the ones that don't know what happen well i moved down to be closer to my family and i was starting a new job at this window and door factory and on my first full day there i got in a terrible accident where a piece of broken glass came up and cut just under my jaw it nicked an artery and cut a muscle and nerves going to my tongue (the whole right side is still swelled up and when i stick my tongue out it goes to the right). Nothing really set into till i found out after i was in the hospital that i was gonna have to get helicopter down to another hospital and before i knew it they were giving me drugs that put me to sleep (this was all between 6:40 and like 7:30am) I come back to at 5:30ish in the evening to my parents and my girlfriend sitting there and i couldn't talk i had a trech in me, i had multiple Iv's and such hooked into me and a feeding tube going up my nose i was like that for a week pretty much were different nurses and doctors would come in and check on me it sucked i couldn't any food really besides some soups( the hospital food was shit). But as time past i was soon was found to get a trech which gave me the ability to talk which was nice then 3 days after i got the talking trech in they removed it and stitch the whole back up and they allowed me to go home that was between August 3rd and 10th so to say i had a first day i wont forgot it's saying something because the only that saved me on the first day was my beard and the glass not going to 2 inches either way would had killed me.