Mods said they can't overturn the perm ban but I could keep this acc if I behave myself. Which I will because I'm in a better state of mind than I was when my indiscretion happened. I wasn't healthy emotionally, mentally, or physically but during my 4 months away I have been working on everything that needs to be worked on.
I'm still far from perfect but I'm much healthier and happier now, also it was never you guys, it was always me so I accept responsibility for my actions. I learned my lessons here and in real life now I can use these lessons in hopes to be a better person for tomorrow.
I really am truly sorry to those Ive hurt with my comments and ik there will be some who won't forgive but Im willing to move forward mindfully and not make the same mistake twice.