Now I don't really expect most people to know who I am or to care because hearing abut a person's problems and going through them are totally different and I get that. This is just a follow up on my previous post. My mom's numbers aren't great and her blood cells are confused and are attacking each other and the debris is chocking her kidneys along with just the overuse and stress of going through cancer treatment. I'm sad for my mom. Sad that she feels bad about having to have Christmas in the hospital. Sad that she went through a year and a half of cancer to then be fighting the possibility of fatal kidney failure. And I'm scared. Scared to lose my mom and scared of the impact it will have on my father and siblings. But hopeful that this medicine works out (at 18k a shot it should)