4 years ago, when I was 14 still in school that one day I would accept an offer for an apprenticeship which I had achieved in my first ever interview of my life and then start the job and LOVE it. As well as actually begin to enjoy life and the people around me, I would have told them they were dead wrong, because I used to hate life, I hated myself and I hated school. Since I've left school, all that's happened so far is good, and this job so far in just 3 weeks has shown me so much and I never thought I'd say something so corny but I've proven to myself that I am capable of achieving things in my life! I don't know why but I just really wanted to get this off my chest; for anyone out there struggling, still in school, or generally in life - there are ALWAYS opportunities, and eventually - when you're least expecting it everything will suddenly change for the better. If only I had known this years ago... :P
it would take me at least an hour to fall asleep most nights, since I've been working I fall asleep within 20 minutes at most... I've slept 8 hours + every night this week and I'm absolutely knackered still :(
