It was recently brought to my attention that someone made a blog impersonating me back in November of 2018 (link at the bottom of this post) and the majority of it was not true in the slightest. I'm not really sure what else people have been saying about me since then so I guess I'll just make a blog post on my actual account with what actually happened back then.
So, first off, I was a huge dickwad on this site to basically every person I met and I lied a hell of a lot, though I don't really even remember what I lied about. At first I lied about my age so I'd be old enough to be on the site, saying that I was in my 20s only to realize there were no mods on this site that actually gave a shit but by then I had already essentially built up a world of lies around me. For some reason I felt like I had to have a more interesting life so that people would talk to me, so I probably made up some horrible shit back then that I'm sure hurt a lot of people, so to whoever was hurt by my actions, I am deeply sorry.
Next, whoever made this blog post got my age totally wrong. As of August 3, 2020, I am 15 years old, not 18 like the person who impersonated me would like people to believe. Throughout my time on this site, I was 12 (and later, before leaving, 13) years old, and though it does not excuse my actions, it does help to explain my immaturity.
Ok uh, next topic: Tara. So, while I think she's a pretty awful person, none of what happened between her and myself was her fault. She did not know my real age until I revealed it to the entire site in a blog post. Yes, she did send me a nude, and I don't recall calling it a "bikini picture" as stated in the fake blog, but this was before she knew my age and she had asked me if I wanted it before she sent it, so I had every opportunity to say no. Yeah, I was a piece of shit.
Also basically all of the stuff about Tara's "personal life" in that blog post is either incorrect, or if true, I don't know about it. The post also got her age completely wrong, as she was 35 back when I was on the site, making her about 38 now. After I told her my real age, she got pissed, for good reason, and we didn't talk for a while. Later, we tried to talk again and be civil, but quickly realized that that was an unreasonable expectation and decided, mutually, not to talk again. (Also just to point out some inaccuracies in the post, she didn't know my phone number and I have never had Facebook. She also rarely used Skype so most of our contact was on Tengaged.)
Ok this is the last topic I'm gonna address in this blog post because this is getting too long. I know that when I left the site, I hurt a lot of people by almost completely cutting contact with everyone I met here. I knew I wanted to leave the site, I just didn't know how to do it, but looking back on it, I wish that I had done it differently. To those hurt by this, I'm really sorry.
If anyone has any unanswered questions feel free to ask me either publicly on my Ask Me or send me a message if you like. I'll probably only check back on here for the next couple of days though. :)
