Wow. This was honestly an incredibly powerful read. I honestly take my open life for granted in California. My heart goes out to you and anyone else who feels this way and knows this denial as objective truth that one day we’ll all be able to be as open and free as possible. Much love ❤️
From my experience, when you're ready to tell your family, it will be such a weight lifted off your shoulders. Whether the response is positive or negative, to be your authentic self will make you happier than you could ever imagine. Whether it be tomorrow, a month, a year, or 20 years, enjoy learning about yourself and your sexuality. Find stability in your life and when you're ready to tell your family, don't worry about them disowning you, cutting you off, etc., worry about how you're going to feel about yourself and that's all that matters at the end of the day.
We all have our own story! You are a great guy, and you have to know there are people who care so much about you! You’re family doesn’t understand it, maybe one day they will… but know it’s your truth to tell when and if you’re ready!
If I done something wrong to someone on this site , I apologize for my actions. I didn't mean anything seriously it was all just a game and that's it. I'll never take your words so personally. And I also hope you don't either.