And I am scared. I mean.. thinking about it.. I know I am attracted to girls and honestly if I was drunk enough or horny enough I'd fuck a girl... (possibly leaning more towards anal) but still. I've been thinking about it more.. and honestly I've noticed I recently only been watching gay porn and I really only want a boyfriend. I mean I know I'll secretly love girls and maybe later in the future I could fall in love with a girl, but at this point of my life... I can see me more dating a guy than a girl.
