Guess who's back! I decided that since I have reached skeleton status that it was time for me to pay a visit to tengaged. EVERYTHING'S STILL THE SAME OMG. I can't promise that I will be on religiously, like last time, that's were all my problems started, but I will mostly try to be on to communicate with old friends and play group games because that's what I've missed the most tbh.
The REAL reason why I left: I just felt like my life started to revolve around this game. I would play 2-3 castings a day and I would play it for no reason. By this I mean, I would play and not care for it, I would get evicted 15th and play again later, this caused problems for my game status.
If you guys remember 1 thing about me, it's that I HATE math. I would do my math homework while playing this game...that is never a good idea. (I got an F in case your wondering, but it had to do with other reasons; my professor etc). I was disappointed in my grades that semester, half of the reason was for me underestimating the stamina of college, the other half of me focusing on things such as this website that just don't matter. I became a zombie almost. I would play this game like nothing, and for some reason, I couldn't find a way to leave it. I think it was because of the friends I have on here and the fact that this is a good way to spend time. I would come on even if I was having a bad day (which you should never do) and I would either take it out on someone, or get even more upset for someone deciding to be a mean person. I had to leaner to not let people who have no idea who I am personally control my feelings or my life and distract me from where I had plans to go. I needed to take , I guess you can say "withdrawal" or "indefinite hiatus" for me to get my shit together. The only way I was going to do that was by completely deleting tengaged from my life and it felt AMAZING.
My break was in fact a success! I did much better this past semester and I am striving to do my best this semester. I can almost promise I won't be on everyday and become obsessed once again, but I will pop in every now and then.
Why am I back NOW? I don't know tbh. I was off from school and work today and I was just chilling the whole day and I never once thought of this site. (Tengaged and chill ;)) I feel now that I took the time I needed that I now know how to manage my time correctly. I make this site barely, not even, maybe 5% of my life instead of making it my WHOLE life.
Thank you all for your patience and I;m here to let you all know that I am ok. I just needed time to get myself and my goals together. Let's be real here, real life and personal life has to always come before a computer game.
I will post another blog about all that's happened in my life since I last logged off (January I believe it was).
