Most people dont realize how much one or two words hurt, and its these one or two words that can break a person to the point where they want to kill themselves and let me tell you, its not right to bully someone to that point.
Everyone knows what it feels like to be hurt, so why do you hurt other people with these words?? You all hate getting hurt so why hurt others?
Yes, sometimes every one gets bitchy and i know because i do, but i really dont go to the point where it hurts them so much that they think about killing them selves, because i know how much it hurts and whats it like to be depressed and i know the feeling of wanting to kill myself and its not a nice feeling. The fact that someone can make you hurt so much to that point sickens me...some of the time i can ignore what i get called but other times i break down and i dont think i can deal with it and its that time when people do hurt themselves.
Once I started high school thats when it hit me...thats when i started getting depressed and stressed out by these hurtful words to the point were i was cutting and tried to kill myself. After a while i stopped cutting but i still thought about suicide everyday because not only was i getting bullied at school i was getting bullied at home too. It did stop for a while and then near the end of last year it started all again and i think this is what made me stay on this site once i found it i guess because i met nice people and they wouldnt bring me down but now thats all changing not only is it still happening in real life but now online too, and its gotten to the point where i break down almost every night and i cant handle it anymore so yes in a few days i am leaving this site for the better but yeah when i leave ill be making a leaving blog blah blah.
But what i am getting at is words fucking hurt and you all know what its like to be bullied and you all know it hurts like a fucking bitch so why bully others?
Today at school i had gotten something really mean said to me and it made me cry...i felt like there was no point of me being here anymore but my friend helped me through it and this is what made me right this blog tbh.
To all the bullies on this site, take a huge fucking step back and think about how much it would hurt you if someone said what you are about to say to you, would it hurt you? Im pretty fucking sure the mean thing that is about to be typed or said would hurt you so think before you call someone a nasty name because its not right, get a hold of yourselves.
I understand what you are going through more than anyone else.. Ily Makayla.. Im always there for you, dont hesitate to msg me anytime!
Be happy, always!
Wise words from a sweet girl.
I'm glad to see someone else on this site has a head on their shoulders.
When I was getting bullied here, it hurt a lot...until I learned that most of these bullies on here do it because they want attention, they want to "fit in" online because they live a miserable existence in the real world, and I don't let it bother me (much) anymore. But you are 100% right. Great read :)
Ugh i know! İ am bitchy sometimes for some people but when i think twice i dont find it true :s its because people dont listen to u and make u annoyed, ily thoooo
you are amazing. I still remember you messaged me when i wrote "nobody messages me" even though you didnt know me. You just befriended wrong people it looks like. You can always message me i need lovely friends like you :)
Hey darls i know we anit close but i totally understand where ur coming from. If u ever.need someone too talk feel free to msg me or im happy to give you my skype, i have spoken to you a couple times now and i think your a amazing young lady with the whole world in front.of you, you can be whoever you want and do whatever you choice. Dont let a couple peeps get you down. Remember through the darkest.night there will alway be a brighter day xoxo
Striky LMAO clearly you don't care that someone here is possibly going to commit suicide, telling someone "your going to hell" is just plain rude for anyone, clearly you don't give a fuck about people so keep your comments to yourself k? don't say anything unless you have something nice to say
Dhucking_Quacks, If ya ever need me feel free to kik me :) I'm their for my friends
The ironic thing about people who bully other people is they have something lacking in their life that causes them to be bullies. Most of them turn out to be losers later in life. That doesn't help your current situation, but it's good to remind yourself of that now and then.
I got really emotional reading this, you have maturity beyond your years. I know its difficult, I have depression too some days good some days bad, but always try look for the positives in life, and turn a negative into something positive like you did with this blog, :) < 3
Makayla < 3 I am so proud of you for writing this blog. I am going to miss you being around here on tg =[ I hope you have a good break :) I am proud to see you opening up!
If you kill yourself youre going to hell so go ahead :)
Sent by Striky,Oct 21, 2014
And btw on the background of the picture theres the bannable f word
Reported
Sent by Striky,Oct 21, 2014
Grow up!!! What human being is capable of being so rude... So incorrupt... She's saying she's hurt by those who have nothing good to say... If you have nothing good to say than shut your fucking mouth!
I've almost killed myself like 20 times... I've legit thought of ideas I could do it... I researched easy ways, I've thought of jumping, falling, overdosing, shooting and even drowning but at the end of the day I always ended up giving myself just 1 more day... At one point I was dead set on having a final weekend... I've never told anyone this... But When I was 13 it was 3AM I went in my basement and I took the gun from a drawer in the garage... I stood there for several minutes and I pulled the trigger.... It wasn't loaded and I'm so happy It wasn't ... That was caused by depression and anxiety... I was scared of the world and you're just an evil putana hidden behind a computer saying words as if they are nothing... You are nothing... I love you dhucking quack :P
Words do actually hurt..