That this stars didn't really have a large premade so much as a bunch of small groups who knew each other, so someone like me with no social connections on the website could make moves and survive this long. Drama notwithstanding, it's been a blast getting to play this week.
It sucks to see people get so upset over a game, but also people should respect people's desire for space and asking for a self ban is like, respectable? We all need breaks sometimes and I think people shouldn't get upset over it. It's an emotional game.
That said, the insults that have come through this game from a lot of people have just been a lot for me to deal with. I don't enjoy the toxicity and personally, I'm just trying my best to win the only path I see for myself.
I can only try my best for myself and try to have fun. The game becomes unfun when people start making it personal.
I'm proud of how I've played so far and if I make it further I'll be proud of that too. If the ride ends here, I'll still be proud.
As far as a retirement game goes, I'm pretty content.
I will appreciate any and all support, I'm pretty old school so this is gonna be a bit of a culture shock, but I hope people will want to see me go far. I've never managed to win this thing before, I've gotten 3rd and 2nd but hopefully I can snag a first and retire.
