You’re just acting crazy. I’ve always and I mean literally always admitted to everything I used to say and do. I’ve also always said “I don’t want you to forget it. I want you to hold me accountable, it happened. But, if you can’t move past it we will never truly progress.” Stop trying to make me look like a bad person right now because you know I’m not and I’d never do that to you.
"I'd never do that to you" you already did?? thats why I left ur chat LOL cause everyone there hates me now not that I care cause I honestly dont but whatevvvs. I know the truth and you dp to. that long blog I made today pls reread it cause theres 0 lies in it. point out 1 lie and I will unblock/unfilter rn. you cant
Stop blaming me for how others perceive things. I’ve never said anything negative or bad about you to any of my friends. EVER. Edgar admitted he also would agree with that on that call. Stop blaming me for others words and feelings. I also didn’t convince or manipulate you into unfiltering me. Maybe you FORGOT but the first time you EVER unfiltered me was when we ended up in the same Frookies and YOU messaged ME saying “unfiltered” like what the fuck are you on about, Marwan? I could probably FIND proof of that. Just because you are telling yourself I’m all these things doesnt mean I actually am cause I’m not.
Ur right I did unfilter u over a frookies. but before/right after that we had a talk with Edgar in the chat with just us 3, followed by a BB game hosted by Lisa. where we agreed I didnt feel ok with completely letting you back in but I'd do it just to see, and that thats all you wanted. to be able communicate w me. are you denying that? do you think I should of never taken that chance?? cause now I feel like I shouldnt have.
I think you’re just still hurt and you’re now lashing out on me. The whole point was there was several times where you would give a little, pull back, give a little, pull back. Constantly. I don’t think it was malicious personally, but it fucks with my head when my true intent was always to fix this. I think you’re just so scared of even attempting to give me a 100% chance that you push me away every single time anything good happens. I guess I understand, but it doesn’t make me feel good. I agree I could have been more understanding of your feeling and space, but after a year it does become frustrating and disheartening feeling like there’s just no progress when I’ve really been trying.
"after a year" aka get over it. AKA "when are u gonna get over how abusive I was I'm WAITINGGG *Looks at watch*". Probs never gonna get over it. and now that I know that the WAITING time in which I was giving us a chance is dragging you along, according to you, I no longer wanna do that. I wish you an amazing life tho honestly and I respect ur change so much. But we're truly not the right friends for eachother. we were in early 2020 but things happened and things changed. I'll never try to drag ur name thru the mud tho just know that
It’s not about telling you to get over it. I understand it could take forever or never happen, but I think you should understand that it does suck for me feeling like the progress is just not there aftwr so long. If you can’t understand that to me a year is “dragging along” then I don’t really know. A year is a long time. I’m not trying to tell you to get over it, I’m saying just actually give me that chance which you can’t find in yourself to do. You can have your space, but you know I love you and I would never really give up on you, so I guess I’ll just wait and hope one day you talk to me again. Although I don’t know how you can say you’d never drag my name through the dirt after saying I’m controlling, toxic, entitled and basically … racist ? Suddenly my avi matters to you? That hurt, but that’s okay. You’re angry understandably. I’ll still never say or do anything to hurt you again no matter what so
I never said ur racist ur reaching. I'm also not angry but yes I am upset you said I didnt give u a chance when I think I gave u a chance considering there were many times I never wanted to speak to u ever again. we can agree to disagree on the whole dragging along thing, to you I dragged you along but to me I was seeing wherther we could be good friends. up to perspective. I also never got any space. you know that. u also dragged my name thru the dirt but we can agree to disagree.
I literally have never dragged your name through the dirt. Ever since 2021 I’ve been telling anyone who asked about our friendship and how I did everything wrong and you did everything right. I’d never drag your name through the dirt and you know that, but okay. Yeah, I could have given you more space, but as I said, feeling like nothing I did was good enough and feeling like nothing was progressing just hurt and didn’t feel good. Anyway hope you had a good night and you’re doing good in uni love you