Most of you probably wouldn’t know this if I didn’t blog it, but I’m fine with taking accountability. I was playing a frookies and went to go copy song lyrics to the song “whoopty” by CJ and as I copied right before switching tabs I hadn’t let go of my mouse, so instead of copying what I originally highlighted it highlighted everything above that also, and then when I switched tabs & posted it it was already too late and the N word was one of the lyrics. Considering the person who I care most for in this whole world is literally black, and 90% of my closest friends on here are black, I feel I should make an apology. I already messaged all of them privately and apologized and they either laughed it off or acknowledged it was a mistake and told me to be more careful next time. I legitimately am completely unapologetic and that will never change because I don’t care if any of you hate me personally because of frookies, my attitude, my temper or me in general and I’ll never apologize for any of THAT but when it comes to racism, I won’t be known as a racist when 1. I absolutely did not mean to post the N word. 2. Almost all of my friends are POC. 3. I hate white people with a passion. So, to anyone that I offended by my accidental ignorance, I am sincerely sorry for that. If you want to hate me for any reason I’ve given you, my personality, or frookies, go ahead. I clearly can take it and think it’s hilarious. I’ll continue to be unapologetic and crazy, but I did have to be serious for once because racism isn’t a joke, the N word isn’t a joke or for me to say, and I acknowledge that and I know most of my friends know that what happened isn’t even that big of a deal, but I do really really feel bad because I know I’d NEVER be that person. Love you all xoxo.
And I already know my obsessive haters will come at me with anything, so just to clarify a few things;
1. I’m not just making this because I was banned. I told phonee in PMs I was pretty positive I’d be banned and would make a blog after I was unbanned.
2. I am not only apologizing because I was “caught.” As soon as it happened I got back on the Roblox call and felt horrible about it. I didn’t even know I did it until Donny messaged me saying “Idiot. You just posted the N word.” And my heart like dropped and I went back to look and I saw I had, and got right on the call and was expressing how annoyed I was and then said how bad I felt. I personally messaged some of my closest friends apologizing right away and they would have never known it happened had I not.
3. I literally don’t apologize for anything ever because I don’t give a fuck and I’m never sorry, but with this because of my favorite person in the world being literally black, all my friends being POC and because racism is wrong and still very much alive, I did have to publicly take responsibility & apologize because I was upset with myself and sincerely sorry.
