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I'm right fucking disappointed in myself

May 7, 2017 by Cornelia
I've been doing this sugar free diet, and cutting down on all the shit that I eat, and I have felt better and I've felt less bloated. I've gone out today for my lunch. I might as well have fucking carried on eating as I was, because I've literally ate everything on the fucking menu. Everything I've not ate in two or three weeks, I've ate in one fucking sitting. I had a fucking cheeseburger as big as my front door, sweet fries, salad, coleslaw, onion rings, and a fucking chocolate scrap yard they call it. This big fucking pile of chocolate with fresh cream.

I'm just a fucking fat bastard. I'm absolutely such a greedy, horrible fat bastard, and now I feel shocking. I don't feel bad for the food I ate, because there was nothing wrong with the food. It's just me, I'm disappointed in myself, I just can't do it. I'm just too greedy, that's what is wrong with me, I've got greedy-fucking-itis.

I suppose I've lowered my chances of getting fucking kidnapped though haven't I? Cause I'm a lot fucking harder to lift now, but a lot easier to fucking see!

Comments

This has been me... it's so hard not to eat that stuff lol
Sent by KrisStory,May 7, 2017
me when you're really skinny and have a great body cornelia
Sent by LoveLife,May 7, 2017
:(
Sent by BrainJak,May 7, 2017
the issue doesn't seem to be you loving food.. this sounds like you're about to have an eating disorder :s

Food isn't punishment, no matter how fatty or sugary it is. You had one day off, reset with the next meal. Most importantly what is your reason for going sugar free? If you enjoy the feeling then keep that feeling in mind when you get cravings. Weigh if losing that feeling is worth the sugar and if it is then don't feel bad once you've eaten it. And if sugar free is too hard, adjust. Do one cheat meal a week.
Sent by konohavillage1,May 7, 2017
Consider it a cheat day and go back
Sent by Survivor8,May 7, 2017

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