I didnt know if i wanted to share this but i think i need to before it starts to hurt more. I joined this site almost a year ago today mainly because my real life just wasnt what i wanted at the time. I had lost a family member a few years ago which really hit me hard and i felt like i had lost everything.
I came to this site not knowing whether it would help me or make it worse but i took the chance. Even to this day I still struggle to keep moving forward sometimes whether i seem like it or not. I have lots of ups and downs in my life and its the people that i met on this site that has made a difference to me and kept me pushing forward.
Recently it has hit me the hardest as i think about it so much and i always talk about leaving this site for that reason but its you guys who make me want to stay because you try to keep me positive and i appreciate that so much. I love each and every one of you that is always there for me when i need it as i go through rough times even if you dont know i am.
I just want to say thank you to everyone that talks to me on a regular basis and those who have helped me through all of this you mean a lot to me whether you consider me a friend or not.
Aww I don’t even know you like that but I’m happy you have people who are there for you and I am always here keep your head high cheese you are a very sweet guy <3