I officially retired from Online Reality Games and I had very good reason as to why I did that. Here is a video explaining my reasons in enough detail that even the simplest of minds should get why I laid that part of my life to rest after 10 years. The video blurs a bit near the end, but I believe that is symbolic of how skewed my personality and spirit became because of those games. Despite the past, my voice is still strong and I speak from the heart with every word that is said in this video.
I'm sorry, but am I the only one that is kind of viewing this as overly dramatic? It's not like you're leaving a high paying job of thirty years or something like that.
I think that yes the community is probably way too toxic for you, but when you go in and make comments like that. Disability or not it's unacceptable. Just find some new way to make fun out of your life. It just seems to make it worse on you.