Okay, so since I was expelled from Trinity Survivor, I've had a lot of time to reflect and I have some comments:
@Rabbaj: Since you profess to be Arab-Muslim, you should know that your own beliefs teach that Allah is merciful and forgiving and that forgiving one's own enemies is essential to your own salvation. In other words, I offended you and apologized repeatedly, so you need to forgive me because your own soul is at stake if you continue down this path of hating me because of what I said in an online game. I know you don't care about me, but I know you care about your own soul and want salvation, so you gotta forgive!
Now, on to the alliances and idols that I know about in the game. I don't care about dumping the tea everywhere, as @TheSexiestDude990 and his members of Production took a vote amongst themselves to expel me instead of leaving it to the house as it should have been done. Nobody ACTUALLY quit over what I said, they only acted like they were going to quit simply to manipulate the hosts into doing what they wanted; this was so their games could better progress and someone in the game actually told me this.
In addition, @TheSexiestDude990 and the other production have effectively barred players from any future communication with me under threat of very serious punishment.
Alliance IV
*Connor/@Clumsyconnor
*me
*Nick/ @Missle9
*Vlad/ @Vlad21
IDOLS that I know of
*Chris/@Gaiaphagee has one, possibly two. Chris has talked about using them.
*AJ/@JetsRock12 has one.
*Matt/@Matt64 possibly has one.
Alliance V - invented right before all the chaos happened
*Nin/@Ninjohn
*AJ/@JetsRock12
*Vlad/@Vlad21
*Nick/@Missle9
*Connor/@Clumsyconnor
*me
Nin was trying to get us to vote for Jabbar/@Rabbaj because he didn't like him.
In addition, Connor/@Clumsyconnor was contemplating leaving any alliances that had me and others in them in search of greener pastures. He doesn't trust that his 'petty' alliances will keep him safe and that is what he told me when he was a target.
There were so many names floating around at the tribal where Nin was voted out, but I admit that I ultimately voted for Nin to leave. The others involved in voting for Nin were all invited into a special alliance chat by Jake A/@Blazer44 and they were:
*Blake/@RainbowKing
*Chris/@Gaiaphagee
*Jabbar/@Rabbaj
*Nick/@Missle9
*Vlad/@Vlad21
*me
They didn't trust Connor's lack of communication, so they didn't invite Connor. Connor told many different things to many different people and has probably made final two deals with multiple individuals. I know he made one with me, so watch out for him.
Finally, I think that @TheSexiestDude990's decision to exclude me from Jury with the support of his production is a load of crap because I already explained what happened and apologized. I EARNED that Jury spot and to take it away from me and give it to @Ninjohn is completely unfair. I feel like I was singled out for difficulties related to my disability and any ORG that comes down hard on someone with a disability despite all the other crap that goes on in ORGs is not going to succeed. Prejudiced ORGs bring a lot of negative emotions and mistrust out in generally good people and it pushes veteran ORGers who have spent years playing ORGs because of their love of competition into sad and lonely retirements.
I don't know how Trinity 2 can get anything done at all, actually, as Daulton and Dustin are reportedly in a relationship that is on the rocks because they won't visit each other and are constantly arguing at Tribal Councils like the council is a forum for their lover's quarrel.
I'm actually stunned that I was expelled for what I said when half the players in the game actively started a GoFundMe page to buy Julian@TheSexiestDude990 personal entertainment in the form of a prostitute.
I did not participate in this, nor did I participate in half the vulgar things that the players were saying about one another before, during, and after Tribal Councils. I think I was singled out due to having a disability that is a struggle for me on a daily basis and the way I was treated just makes me not care about what tea I spill and who it affects. Merry Christmas and God bless us everyone!
In other words, I offended you and apologized repeatedly, so you need to forgive me because your own soul is at stake if you continue down this path of hating me because of what I said in an online game.
In addition, TheSexiestDude990 and the other production have effectively barred players from any future communication with me under threat of very serious punishment.
This is a lie. They're free to talk to you all they want, if they're not talking to you maybe you should be asking yourself some things...
Heather, you don't get special treatment or freedom to say extremely offensive things because of your disability. Stop using that as a fall back. You know you have it, unlike a lot of people. I understand it's hard, but you continued to say it when we told you it was wrong. And from this blog, it doesn't look like you honestly learned it was wrong. Nobody stole your jury spot, you gave it up yourself. Treatment is fair across all boards, and so that implies to you too. Especially in times like we are in now, you need to watch what you say because it's dangerous for a lot of types of people right now in the current state of the world. I hope you learn from this and carry it with you and make better choices of words next time for things you don't understand :)
You're kind of full of shit. You have done all of this to yourself. Disability or not it doesn't give you any excuse the way you're acting. Get a grip, and leave this site. It's clearly extremely toxic for you.
