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Sigh

Apr 14, 2021 by CarolinaSteele
I spend an embarrassing amount of time thinking about reaching out to people to talk and then convincing myself otherwise because I don’t want to be clingy. And  I’m just tired of being the person to constantly reach out lol. Like ughhh I’m so lonely and tired and miss people but I’m also tired of constantly being the one to reach out and keep convos going. The fact that more than five people right now too is pretty sad.

Anyways, sad rant done. Special shout-out though to Chels052_ who’s my special bean and snaps me everyday and isn’t tired of me, ilyyyy 🥰✨you’re so special 😍❤️

Comments

Aw :( I understand this feeling, I have experienced it at times as well. You just want people to come to you, because you can't always tell if they are sick of you or not if you're the one who always comes to them first. Sometimes both people are awkward, some of the people you are experiencing this with could be feeling the same way as you.

I know we don't talk super often, but I like you a lot and I've never found you annoying, I think you're great. I hope you feel better <3
Sent by cheritaisdelicious,Apr 14, 2021
I know the feeling! I think having one or two special friends is worth having loads of hangers on. Hope you’re ok!
Sent by PrincessTeePee,Apr 14, 2021
SAME, there's lot of people I want to reach out to and reconnect and just send my love. But I feel like I always have to put in the work, when they never in return reach out to me.
Sent by BlueBarracuda,Apr 14, 2021
cheritaisdelicious awww girl this means a lot! Thanks so much, yeah that could be true too 😅 I just am soooo mentally exhausted to even start convos anymore even though I like want to talk to ppl LOL

PrincessTeePee yeah absolutely ! I got some good ones that I hold near and dear to me! Thanks so much ❤️
Sent by CarolinaSteele,Apr 14, 2021
BlueBarracuda ughh RIGHT?! Like friendships also take two to work, can’t just rely on one person !
Sent by CarolinaSteele,Apr 14, 2021
Awww . Well I mean we have a snap streak to keep intact...

😂 but in all seriousness you’ve very quickly became one of my best friends on here and I love talking to you every day ! I honestly think we relate on a lot of things including this. A lot of my friends irl don’t reach out to me honestly ... I’ve lost a lot of friends in the past because I stopped reaching out after feeling like I was the only one putting inthe effort. But I think in the end it makes you realize who your real friends are and it’s not all bad . 🤷‍♀️
Sent by Chels052_,Apr 14, 2021
Chels052_ girl I LOVE YOUUU and I loveee talking to you every day and how we’ve bonded ❤️❤️❤️ And you’re 1000% right, quite shows who wants to be there and willing to put in the effort
Sent by CarolinaSteele,Apr 14, 2021
I understand this soooooo much. I hate feeling like I’m bothering anyone and I feel like if I don’t reach out then they won’t. It’s exhausting putting in all the work in some friendships.

That said, I freaking love you girl, one of the most genuine people I’ve met on this site. I hope school and everything’s going well! And if you wanna chat ever I have both Skype and snap (whichever you use) don’t wanna bug ya but I’m always down to talk girl ❤️❤️❤️ carolinasteele
Sent by Lynn12,Apr 15, 2021
Ughhh ILY! I need to do better about reaching out. haven't been on skype in a while needed a stars break and been busy with work. but I will reach out soon <3
Sent by VanitySmurf,Apr 15, 2021
Lynn12 girl I loveeee you ! I'll private message ya with snap details! Gotta finally jump onto talking with ya elsewhere! <3

VanitySmurf awww Blu you're so kind, absolutely nooo worries! I knew it was a crazy time and you needed a break. Means sooo much to me though <3
Sent by CarolinaSteele,Apr 15, 2021

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