to not have anxiety especially when i dont live in a what so called free country..in fact nobody does actually ,or just having all that freedom where u do whatever u want without harming anyone and not get in trouble...but no !!!even crossing the street can get u in trouble so i have to think about every action and how exactly im gonna do it without offending anyone ,thats why i hate all cops and the government fuck all that shit who even decided i need such stupid pigs telling me what to do
