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Big Brother and online Hunger games.

馃悹 馃惁 馃悹

1stMay 20, 2022 by BlueBarracuda
imageTW: Suicide/self-harm

What a phone call to wake up to...
Letting me know that someone I knew successfully completed suicide.

I am literally processing it and not sure how to feel.

That's why it's important that we mindful of the words we choose. Just be nice to eachother on here.  Who cares if someone voted you out, or negged your blogs, or saved someone else over you? Life is so precious.

If there is a take away from the last awful couple of years, it's that life can be taken away from us at any moment. Whether it is from a natural disaster, pandemic, war, senseless violence, or from self-inflicted from drug addiction to suicide.

It's Mental Health Awareness Month. Please take the time to check in with your friends, loved ones, neighbors, and colleagues. Even reach out to those you don't normally reach out to. Reach out to yourself and take care of yourself first and foremost.

I know people say "go to therapy" as sort of a shady insult, but I definitely encourage everyone on this site to go to therapy, or talk about your feelings with a trusted person.

You are not alone.

ETA:

Appreciate all the love and support. For greater context, this person was a client, not a loved one or friend. Not even someone I particularly cared much for, or particularly liked. So I personally am okay and more concerned about the peripheral impact it will have on his peers and other staff whom he worked with. sadly it was not a shock, but still... tragic and not the way I wanted to start my day off. Just take care of yourself and your friends on this site, you never know what someone is going through on the other side of the screen.

Comments

Omg the hipocrisy, says the guy who mocked a newbie and a woman on her first frookies game cause she nommed u.
Sent by Pavaneli,May 20, 2022
Also says the guy who attacked me with no reason because im from zara frat this cannot be real
Sent by Pavaneli,May 20, 2022
Pavaneli
Excuse me?
Sent by BlueBarracuda,May 20, 2022
I鈥檓 sorry man <3333
Sent by JetsRock12,May 20, 2022
OMG. who?
Sent by DBonee,May 20, 2022
DBonee one of the people I worked with every day. Nobody from this site, or that anyone here would know.
Sent by BlueBarracuda,May 20, 2022
I鈥檓 sorry to hear that. Everyone on here be kind. Do better
Sent by Scooby69,May 20, 2022
I鈥檓 so sorry, that鈥檚 always such a shock, praying for ya 馃檹
Sent by FromAWindow,May 20, 2022
I'm so sorry Blue. Thinking of you today.
Sent by DBonee,May 20, 2022
That's awful, I'm so sorry Blue
Sent by cheritaisdelicious,May 20, 2022
Pavaneli Can you not?????
Sent by Booyahhayoob,May 20, 2022
BlueBarracuda can I share this somehow
Sent by yswimmer96,May 20, 2022
So sorry, all the love to you 馃挋
Sent by PrincessTeePee,May 20, 2022
yswimmer96 sure
Sent by BlueBarracuda,May 20, 2022
I'm very sorry, Blue.
Sent by MikeRORO,May 20, 2022
Someone has a lot of feelings about me and blogged this after I asked him in his previous blog about me (that he has since deleted) to stop blogging about me and to refrain from his continued harassment against me.
https://tengaged.com/blog/Pavaneli/9871946/bluecarrancuda-hipocrisy

its not that i dont care about his grief, its just funny the "no toxicity" messages when hes one of the most toxics in the site
Sent by Pavaneli,May 20, 2022

I don't know what I've done to become one of the "most toxics in the site" over literal bigots and racists and people who are actively sociopaths on this site, but I apologize for calling your multi friend a cunt, as I did to them personally after that game, that I had since quickly forgotten all about. I apologized to Natielle, whom I have never seen again. Calling people names is not acceptable, even as in-game trash talk, and I am working on that and will do better.

You clearly did not read my blog and just used it as a chance to Otaq me.  Please stop messaging me, following me in games, and targetting me every chance you get and calling me names, harassing me, calling me "creepy" cause you keep blogging about me. You're projecting and I am creeped out.  Filtered you and want no continued interactions with you.
Sent by BlueBarracuda,May 23, 2022

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