tl;dr: a disorganized series of thoughts by a BakedBarracuda
Until recently, I have not been really active on the internet in general, let alone Tengaged.
But it had been SO cold recently and the only way to survive was to get stoned and watch Netflix. But then I would get too stoned and navigate to other sites, including Tengaged which was in my browser history.
Now I my high ass keeps navigating back to this site, and I just read the blog page and go into a trance. Like, I honestly don't give a shit about the drama on this site anymore and feel kind of an outsider to the community that I once felt like such a central part of, but when I am stoned I'll like scroll and get lost into a sea of nostalgia.
ANYWAYS, now it's getting warmer out once more and that I am FULLY vaccinated now with both my doses behind me, hopefully I will break this new (but old) ritual and fade away into obscurity/inactivity. It's been fun to see all the new changes being implemented and I am hopeful for a better Tengaged. As someone whose highlights of Tengaged include the Big Stars Giveaway 3 in 2010, I am excited that a new generation will get to have that same experience and I hope they build on what Jubbzy attempted to do but never got to (revisit some of his old blogs before rando kind of went AWOL for a while).
anyways, I don't even know what this blog is about. But I miss the weird ass people who are my friends on this site who are on here just as sporadic as I am and whom I haven't talked to in years. you know who you are. maybe? then again some ppl are on new accounts with new usernames and I have no idea if they are someone I used to no #gotye.
i also just realized that a contestant on RPDR this season is a dude whom I beat in a lip sync competition at my uni and it is surreal seeing them on a show, interacting with famous people (and also knowing I was more talented them at one point, but alas, now I am a skeleton and they are a wacky fan fave). such a nice guy tho.
UNBAN @Knagaroo verymarykate's original account please
Knagaroo was banned when BioDork abused his mod powers and banned a ton of his enemies for no reason before he himself was banned/hequitbeing a mod
This is unfair..
okbye.
gonna netflix & zillow now.
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i don't think we ever got to meet on either of our old accounts, but i think i came onto tengaged right as you were probably done with it. either way, i can strongly connect with just about all of it as someone who was in bsg5. i've also enjoyed reading the saga you've been posting on the blogs page even though i have absolutely no idea who it was about.
keep checking in to see how this place is. i do every now and then and for once have been kind of pleasantly surprised
@Questionable! I remember seeing you around, probably during my post-Tengaged era where I had left but would occasionally lurk and I -feel- (can't remember fully) like I supported you in that stars to some degree (cause I liked your aesthetic). I have been gone so long that I didn't even realize you transitioned into Answerable (which you won stars on 6 years ago! SIX! My stars win/BG3 was 11) . It's crazy how it has been so long, yet at the same time feels like just last summer. It's always good to see familiar faces - even though at times I feel like I could have done a better job at truly connecting with people here when I was here, cause in hindsight, most people only knew me at a superficial level.
bluebarracuda do you mind me asking what your old account was?? I thought I knew but I'm not so sure. It really does feel like just last summer! The feeling to me is always strange. I have had basically two cycles on this site: 2010-2011 and the summer of 2015. Now that I'm kind of back again, my brain kind of reverts back into how it was during those times. Except in 2010 I was 14 lol. It's hard remembering how to talk to people I used to be very close with. I know you're probably about done with this place but feel free to reach out if you ever need someone new to talk to!
tl;dr: a disorganized series of thoughts by a BakedBarracuda
keep checking in to see how this place is. i do every now and then and for once have been kind of pleasantly surprised