Nov 8, 2017
- I did the math and that’s the number of people I’m responsible for evicting, not the number I’ve evicted overall but the number I’m responsible for.
There’s a difference. You get told to evict someone, well maybe you pull the trigger, but it’s not on you. Someone else ordered it. If you didn’t evictl the poor bastards, somebody else would, but when you become HOH, you are the one giving the orders. You are the one making the decisions. You have to choose who goes on the block, who gets evicted. You are responsible. So you become the hand of God.
183. I know all of the names, how old they were, if they had children, if they would be missed — 183. I never made a decision lightly. I always suffered a bit with each one. The responsibility of that, the gravity of that, the weight of it, it mocks me, it stains me, it never leaves me … being the hand of God is already the worst punishment in the world.
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