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1stApr 11, 2019 by Birks4444
imageI've honestly never told anyone this until today, scared of people thinking I'd use it to make excuses, or that I'm being an attention seeker. But, i've come to learn that it's important to talk about your life and be thankful for everything you have. So here's the story:

When I was born, I had heart complications. I had heart murmurs right from birth. A heart murmur is when an unusual sound is heard between heartbeats. Murmurs sometimes sound like a whooshing or swishing noise. They can potentially be dangerous and my mom was super scared.

Every year from then on since I was born, I've done a chest ultrasound and have had to put on a heart monitor for 48 hours. My parents had me a year after they came to Canada and both worked full time jobs and didn't have enough time to care for me. My grandma, my biggest inspiration and my favourite person on this planet would take care of me. From when I was a newborn, to when she was a 50 year old who held me in one arm and held my cousin's hand with her other arm, walking my cousin to the bus stop in the midst of winter.

The murmur isn't completely gone. It goes away over time and a small one is still in me. I won't lie, each time I go to get a check up done, I'm scared that it may have gotten worse. Today, was the day for the heart monitor. I had been dreading it for a while and I'm now wearing it. The heart monitor is TERRIBLE. I have to keep the tape and cords on me for 48 hours without running, showering or taking it off of me. My skin itches and it makes me anxious and I cant sleep properly.

But most of me, is thankful. Thankful for my parents who worked their butts off as immigrants and now are a teacher and a dispatch for a trucking company. They worked so hard for me and my sister to have the great life we have. Thankful for my grandma, the most hardworking woman I know who took care of me for years. Thankful to my doctor, who has greeted me with a big smile for 15 years of check ups. Thankful for the friends I have irl and on here who support and love me <3

Having a heart murmur has taught me that you should not take life for granted. Sitting online and attacking people is pointless. We should all learn to love each other a bit more and pick people up when they are down. I want to thank a few friends for caring about me and helping me whenever I've needed that person to console me:



That's all I wanted to say. Sorry for the wrong blog but just felt like sharing.


(Sorry if I missed you in the tags, could only tag 30 :/)
Sent by Birks4444,Apr 11, 2019
Sent by bryce,Apr 11, 2019
Sent by Haykee,Apr 11, 2019
Never knew this, much love and respect, love you tons king <33
Sent by J2999,Apr 11, 2019
love you birks
Sent by DaddyDev,Apr 11, 2019
Sent by M_Davis1998,Apr 11, 2019
thank you guys! bryce Haykee J2999 DaddyDev M_Davis1998 love you all <333
Sent by Birks4444,Apr 11, 2019
Ily so much birks ❤️❤️ Dats what i say never take anything for granted
Sent by SweetBlossomrose1,Apr 11, 2019
Love you Birks ❤️ You’re so strong 🙏🏽
Sent by GrrrImABear,Apr 11, 2019
Sent by bamold1999,Apr 11, 2019
birks <3 you are so strong!
Sent by ghrocky100,Apr 11, 2019
ily Birks <3 I may call you a flop but you're really an icon to everyone :)
Sent by GoodKaren,Apr 11, 2019
❤️❤️  thank you so much guys love you all ❤️❤️
SweetBlossomrose1 GrrrImABear bamold1999 ghrocky100 GoodKaren
Sent by Birks4444,Apr 11, 2019
Wow Birks, I had no idea :/ You're such a strong guy for sharing this and enduring this in general, and you should continue being you and not letting anything tear you down. love you ❤️
Sent by RedFabFoxy,Apr 11, 2019
Backstabbing in frooks probably doesn’t help
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Sent by TheSexiestDude990,Apr 11, 2019
Damn Birks! Never knew how much of an Iconic Icon you are! Thank you for sharing this story! Much respect for how courageous you are! Love ya and take care always <3 <3 <3
Sent by Latisha0987,Apr 11, 2019
stay strong birks4444 that murmur will be gone before you know it :)
Sent by Brad13535,Apr 11, 2019
Respect birks, I have a murmur as well, I tried getting operated on it but I couldn’t do it without it killing me. You got this, I’m proud of you and thank you for sharing king
Sent by Bvance1212,Apr 11, 2019

My winner of BBB
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Sent by Lalisa,Apr 11, 2019
Omggg i'm damn near almost in tears, I love how u don't see urself as a victim <33
ur so strong! Love u birks and this is hella inspiring
Sent by 2388,Apr 11, 2019
aw <3 love u king.
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Sent by Clayton,Apr 11, 2019
Could have tagged me as well but your message is so more important. I love you xoxox
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Much love <3
Sent by zachbbs,Apr 11, 2019
Attention seeker
Sent by Carvalho,Apr 11, 2019
Birks ily <3
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Sent by Moxii,Apr 11, 2019
Backstabbing in frooks probably doesn’t help
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Sent by thekendyldiaries,Apr 11, 2019
Loves you Birkshire ❤
Sent by WhateverTheF,Apr 11, 2019
<3 i dont know you much but this is so inspiring ❣️
Sent by Kaylabby,Apr 11, 2019
Fucking love this, dude <3 Keep on keeping on. Make the world better one smile at a time!
Sent by Mattarous,Apr 11, 2019
Your the only person lexi finds cute on this site, ily birks
Sent by crimsonteer,Apr 12, 2019
Love uuuu
Sent by alanb1,Apr 12, 2019
❤️ birks ❤️
Sent by Blitszims,Apr 12, 2019
Love you birks <3333
Sent by nijoco,Apr 12, 2019
I love u birks ... Stay strong amigo
Sent by Jayglezst,Apr 12, 2019
wow :)
Sent by Minniemax,Apr 12, 2019
awww birks4444 I am happy you shared this. I too have a heart murmur since birth (as does my mother) I think its genetic in my case. It didnt effect me in anyway though, I ran underage for Ireland when I was younger, and played loads of sport.

The only annoying thing is whenever I go to the dentist  to get my teeth cleaned I have to drink this horrible shit 12 hours before that closes the hole in your heart to stop the plague or tartar entering your bloodstream and going into your heart.

It's really cool to listen too, anytime I get a check up the doctors get super confused if they havent heard of it before and rush to leave to get a second opinion, and they always get trainee's to listen to it but its just a swish like echo sound. :)

As you get older I think the risk decreases, they just have to monitor you when you are young :)
Sent by damo1990,Apr 12, 2019
You’re very brave for sharing this with us 😁
Sent by boicam77,Apr 12, 2019
Stay strong
I know it's not easy had it on me for 3.months after my heart attack
Hope everything will be ok for.u
But yeah never easy for a parent when your kids is sick I love how u are so thankful for them xx
Sent by MarieEve,Apr 12, 2019
Glad you felt comfortable posting this
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Sent by tiffanox3,Apr 12, 2019
Awwww you’re an inspiration:)
Sent by Thumper91,Apr 12, 2019
ilysm <3
Sent by peace123,Apr 12, 2019
Sent by greyconverse,Apr 12, 2019
you're a very wise person to admit this.

your online fam loves you
Sent by moondancer63,Apr 12, 2019
This is powerful as fuck
Sent by rabbaj,Apr 12, 2019
negged for not tagging me
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