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I was groomed on tengaged//My predator story//why i left

1stNov 27, 2021 by BenjaminB
imageI've been debating on whether or not I should write this for a while- but I left a lot of my friends here without any explanation. So here goes my best try, and it really is dramatic as hell, but entirely true- so im sorry in advance but i dont want any more secrets:

I joined tengaged when I was 13 years old. I've always suffered from physical health issues and grew up with two alcoholic parents who physically/verbally abused me in part because I was gay. Maybe that made me more vulnerable so its worth mentioning idk. I met someone here who was past the legal drinking age & much older than me at the time (i was still in middle school). We dated for 5 years under my entire family's noses, made up our own texting language, and they gave me over $10,000 in gifts: i wore new outfits every day, had every gaming console, computers, phones, etc., so i somehow believed that was love.

They also promised to take me away from everything and come "save me" once I turned 18. I abandoned all of my real life friends and devoted all of my time to them- sometimes talking on skype and falling asleep together for 24 hours. I guess it did keep me away from drugs, drinking, and other things people my age were doing at the time. But when I turned 18 they never came. It was excuse after excuse. I found out more lies. I gave up all of my friends and family. Eventually the money wasn't worth it anymore and I wanted a physical relationship.

Successful online relationships rarely work especially if you come into it lying. I was openly gay, everyone believed they were straight in real life. I wanted a physical relationship, they only wanted it online. They even lied to me about things throughout our entire relationship, like their last name. I felt emotionally stunted and incapable of knowing what a normal relationship was like afterwards- because i never had one. I began only dating men for money and closeted sugar daddies afterward- engaging in risky behavior, because it was basically what I did for 5 years.

There's definitely something wrong with a much older person only being capable of getting with a much younger, minor person. Every kid wants to believe they are mature, different than the others, and special. Thats how they made me feel. I also never felt I could confide in anyone here, or reach out for help/advice- because people constantly want to sensationalize other people's stories for a top blog.

I will not be naming any names or confirming anything else. The person is no longer here. I wasn't even sure I wanted to post this. But I missed a lot of you and hope the people who are still here are in good spaces now. I'm sorry if i acted weird or left without warning <3

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Sent by Maxi1234,Nov 27, 2021
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Sent by Times_Places,Nov 27, 2021
💏❤️❤️❤️ ilysm
Sent by Harpo,Nov 27, 2021
I hope you are in a better place now. It's horrible what some people are ready to do for their selfishness.
Sent by Admir,Nov 27, 2021
<3
Sent by brosky17,Nov 27, 2021
Hope your doing better.
Sent by NoChildSupport,Nov 27, 2021
♥️ Wow, the bravery of you sharing this. What a horrible expectation to promise to a child. I wish you so many good things and I love you pic!!
Sent by BrittBritt,Nov 27, 2021
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Sent by Kiara_xoxo,Nov 27, 2021
Very proud of you for sharing your story!
Sent by Spinner554,Nov 27, 2021
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Sent by doodyful,Nov 27, 2021
You're so brave for this. And honestly you're so good, glad to have gotten to know you! x
Sent by Hunty,Nov 27, 2021
Proud of you for sharing this, you never know who this will help!
Sent by SmoothStalker12,Nov 27, 2021
Sorry you dealt with this shit and hope you're in the best place possible with it. <3
Sent by Fritzyyyyy,Nov 27, 2021
ugh, I am so sorry <3
Sent by skyler1822,Nov 28, 2021
Whoever did this, fuck them.

Regardless, I hope you’re in a better place now, no one deserves to go through any of this. 💙
Sent by zorbo678,Nov 28, 2021
<3
Sent by BbDamian,Nov 28, 2021
I’m sorry you had to experience this :(
Sent by mikec51,Nov 28, 2021
You are so brave. I’m so sorry this happened and I hope you are doing well now. 💖
Sent by PrincessTeePee,Nov 28, 2021
This is an important story to share. I'm so sorry you went through this but you sound like a smart guy that has the potential to do a lot of great things. We will never know why things happen like this, but it makes us so much more stronger and resilient as we get older!
Sent by Allison,Nov 28, 2021
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