And I threw up all over my bathroom floor and instead of cleaning it up before I fell asleep I knew I was abt to pass out so I just locked the bathroom door and went to sleep.
This morning I woke up, tried to go to the bathroom but the fucking door was locked and I stood outside having to pee SO BAD and having the terrible realization of what I had done.
WHY DID I LOCK MYSELF OUT OF MY OWN FUCKING BATHROOM? WHY WAS THAT MY SOLUTION?? ugH i HATE MYSELF.