I routinely take breaks from this site (usually 12-18 months) without announcing it, but this time I'd like to share.
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2023 was one of the best years for me, up until a very sudden incident occured towards the end that near broke me. I was advised to take time off work. I began to feel like I was spiralling with no sleep schedule, daily routine & the anxiety of dealing with the issue on hand.
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To distract myself, I logged into Tengaged & enrolled into Stars. This was THE best distraction I needed. My attention was on DC, nom sets & polls. I had to download discord. I was forced to interact with people, at a time where I was isolating myself.
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This site is wildly imperfect, but the community here has never failed to be an outlet for me over the years in my worst hour. I'm forever grateful for it.
⭐ Things have been resolved & I will be going back to work, so I've requested a perm on this account. (It just feels most secure to me, given the nature of hacking, personal reasons etc).
Just wanted to thank namely my Stars 788 fam who have mostly kept in touch during & even post the game with me BBDamian Typhlosion37 SemNome BrookeMaddox FarManu Asuka_
My husband Pavaneli , Captainzacsparrow my fellow TG brit who's awake at 4am with me & shout-out to all the old names / faces I got to see active again.
CheapCheep - fav mod, no bias ofc ;) ♥️
💜 For those who want it - my discord is anasx , I'll try and make an effort to be around on there ☺️
an F3 made of all girls on this site? Seeing 2 in the current Stars make F4 feels rare. Also we should totally have a Ladies special stars for Stars 800, with 16 female users. Would be so cool to see the dynamic / way Stars is played change.
This is my 2nd game in the last 5 years on this site. During my 12 years here, I've never been games orientated. My focus has always been on blogging (deleting 15k blogs took a while!) socialising, building relationships, & meaningful chats with people on here.
I'm so determined to play my way, without scheming, lying, backstabbing, or pretending to make small talk with people over discord who really don't give a fuck. I'm a straight shooter and I'll make sure I continue to play with integrity for the rest of my time here, and enjoy myself along the way.