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Nov 23, 2018
I already miss you Garret
Nov 23, 2018
I’m not great with expressing myself and word’s. But when I first met Garret, I never trusted a single person in my life and I was disattached when it came to my own emotions and trust but meeting him made me feel emotion again and made me love being a human being. Having compassion and caring for somebody who actually mattered to me felt the world to me.
I knew you’re life was rough, you were always mistreated. I was the one person who actually treated you right and the pressure ended up getting me. Being codependent to another human being, especially one I cared about felt great. But the responsibility was a lot to consume and take in, but you did deserve someone better then me.
You provided so many good memories in the year of my life that we spent. Because I loved every single good memory that we did share, you’re an amazing person with a lot of heart and I’m sorry that I mistreated you.
I tried all I could, believe that I always tried my best to make you happy. I just wanted to make you happy so much, that it caught up to me. It’s why I was honest when I said that if I told you the truth, then you wouldn’t like the real me and it was why I was scared and insecure to show how I was. But you were the only person who made me more comfortable and less insecure about myself, just how I was with you. Most of our conversation’s dealt with insecurity and not being loved. But we really did genuinely loved, valued, and understood each other and I’m thankful for that.
You were harassed, I isolated myself. We we’re just two people that found each other on an online site as cringe as that was. I began to become more in touch with who I was and who I wanted to be. You made me more caring for other’s emotional states and more understanding of people. So I want to thank you for the experiences that you brought me and the love that you provided me.
It felt great and it’s something I wish we could have continued. It just sucks that I put so much effort and tried so hard to make you happy and smile that it all ended up backfiring on my own future because you we’re something that I could see as my future and I ruined everything. :(
I love you Garret, you mattered to me and I tried every day to make you feel special and loved and cared for. I hope we can manage to cross point’s one day and realize how stupid this was. But I miss you Garret and i love you. Just like always, good night. :(
Nov 12, 2018
- Are stupid. I indentify as *insert name*, there’s no reason to make people adjusted to a new way of thinking when we already have an established system of what’s male and what’s female. People now will start to claim that their *insert name* for attention, because you can’t genuinely take somebody seriously who ignores facts and logic. Human being’s have had thought’s of what ditacts male and female truly are for centuries. There’s a difference between each gender, there not the same as much as liberal’s want them to be the same.
It’s your right to claim what you want to be. But it doesn’t make it not retarded
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- To sacrifice so much for another human being or is that just stupid.