And that I’m not THAT active on this site, but I’m going to take some time away from it, due to triggering. It could be a couple of days or weeks, but I do need a break.
When I was younger, PaddyScrilla / Radiohead used to bully me severely, which caused a lot of body dysmorphia, self hatred and made me self harm. Him commenting on my most recent blog, just triggered all those emotions and all those comments once said to me.
The second user being Brookie_Cookie , who I know whole heartedly did not mean to trigger me. But, she posted a video of mine that was posted 10 years ago, where Im acting ridiculous. But, during that time I was dating a pedophile who’d force me to do sexual acts with him. And she scared a screenshot of her talking with someone from this site, basically mocking me for that video.
Maybe, I’m being very vulnerable and weak because my friend attempted suicide and I had to do a wellness check on her. & i just went to visit her in the hospital and she’s not doing that well. But, genuinely - it only reminds me how disgusting some people can be on this website.
i remember when the video came out (i was also like 16 at the time) and i thought it was hilarious and still did. was not mocking u at all, then or now. i remember "back in the day" we all joked out the video and had a good time about it on the blogs page, u included if i remember right... so i assumed it would be a funny "blast from the past"! didnt mean to trigger or upset you
